So does that mean…
If loosing those two pounds I worked so hard for Vale to gain means so much…. If being thin is the ideal… If the severe control of food is so important… what does Vale think of me? I’m not close to thin. I eat liberally. I need to loose far more than two pounds.
So does that mean he despises me? Is embarrassed of me? Is ashamed of me? Does my body, my weight cause his eating disorder?
It’s lunch time. I think the food will taste like ash.